Illusory Experience
Let me be illusory! - MANOJ BOHARA

Let me be illusory!


Posted on January 29, 2016 Stories

But now when I share about the experience, it would turn out to be an absolute insanity. But that’s how it was; fresh and lively.

I had the indistinct vision and was unable to concentrate on something. I had no idea where I was, I was steadily walking down the alleys and that’s the only conscious act I remember.  What was “self” in my pre-conceived mind was just everywhere. The very passage I was walking on, the air that I was breathing, the atmosphere around me – everything had just become “self.” For the very first time in my life, I had an experience of being a part of this Cosmos. And for the first time in my life, I got to experience the sharing of my perpetual energy with the universe.

Illusory Experience

Each and every spine of my body was jam-packed with a new yet unutterable intensity of bliss. I had no word for this, I did not know what to say; I did not know what was happening with me. The experience was completely unique and fresh one. I asked myself, “What’s going on with me?” The answer would be “wait and see”.

I thought this is all what the mind could answer in case of such a mystery.

I was only certain that what was happening was entirely madness, so I wanted to live moment-to-moment.

When I spoke, I listened with captivated attention. When I joked I exploded into laughter; when I questioned, I pondered. When I knocked down the predetermined philosophies and prejudices, I remained empty.

More significantly, I closed my eyes and I emerged into the silence. The silence was roaring deep down my being and struck at the core. The unspoken voice was warmly welcoming the silence.

Soaked in a unique wisdom of liberty within, I sensed a new beginning, a new beginning to questioning, a new beginning to laughter, a new beginning to my approaches and a new beginning to my life as a whole.

A new beginning to Experience!!!

Silence is the eternal freedom! Silence is the eternal freedom! I heard the repetition again and again.

I looked my watch and realized that it was just a matter of few minutes. Such precious moments within few minutes and the most valuable time of my life.

Then on, every moment became a celebration. Every judgment started being an observation. The previous understanding of life became a practical one. Life became much easier, happier and simpler than before.

Then on, I felt that I was firmly allied and bonded with the spiritual thread.


6 thoughts on "Let me be illusory!"

  1. parit says:

    manojisyoung 🙂 nice

  2. Sanju says:

    “I felt that I was firmly allied and bonded with the spiritual thread” Aich! (Y)

  3. Jyotsna Malla says:

    Yeah! The most ridiculous and tough part to know ourself. It’s hard but easier within us 🙂 keep on writing for yourself 🙂

  4. Parit Shrestha says:

    Nigguh yeah.. tap that !!

    1. Manoj says:

      lool bro 😀

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